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Lost In Your Form

by Carlyle Laurent

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1.
Thread On A String On A Puppet 03:37
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Tear my options limb from limb cus I don't want to hold it in But I don't know how else to be Keep it all inside of me Bottle up everything Bottle up everything Lock me up don't let me start cus that's how we both break our hearts Shut the world out till it means Nothing to me Tell me how to do this without any pain I'm tired of promising "never again" (Let it out) Pitter patter terror all that ever mattered was a little bit of me to counteract the voice in your head that tells you the truth dead and walking dead and talking dead and never feeling anything that was not explicitly Living the phantom of you Yada yada I wont ever matter I won't ever feel I won't ever be real I will only ever be a thread on a string on a puppet Dead and walking dead and talking dead and walking dead and talking I am not you
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QUIE//TLY 03:07
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I, I want you to notice I'm completely in pieces My body's in protest I, I need every moment Every moment you give me Implode with me You're a master at this I'd give it all for your kiss but I've got nothing left to give You're a demon in angel skin You're a curse I'm shackled in You're a mistake I can't forgive You're the spectacle and I'm the tool You're the queen and I'm the fool I'm the old and you're the new You're the fire I'm the fuel You're the show I won't forget You're the virus in my head You're the colours I don't see So could you, would you, love me Quietly
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Ink 04:26
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I'm getting a little tired of Kicking and screaming and pretending that's working it out But sex is so powerful, so convincing, so devout at ignoring what's so obviously wrong You broke the light, when you threw my phone when you saw that I hadn't left my ex alone I wished her a happy birthday And it made me feel so empty I left you a message, I wrote it in ink 'cus you broke your phone, when it fell in the sink It said that I'm leaving, we're not meant to be I never loved you, and you think you loved me I'll pretend its over, but I know it's not Cus it when it comes to us, it never was No argument ever ended, if no one could win There's no way this is over, we'll do it again You broke the door, when you threw my phone when I said that I'd rather be alone You said that you'd never leave me And it made me feel so empty Tried it over and over Said it over and over Screamed it over and over Wrote it once
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See Through 06:05
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Tell me a story I won't believe I'll eat it up I know you use me, but somehow I can't get enough It never feels right, but at least its something to feel I know you use me, I don't need it to be real If I could reach you, the way you reach me, every time you think to try I bet I could own you, the way you own me, hold my hand don't let this die Do you think it's worth it, would it work if I did it to you Your words were so perfect, but I think I'm starting to see through everybody everybody wants to feel everybody wants to feel everybody wants to feel like the one I shirk your faith, to claim my own Your God reigns high, you sit the throne I crave your favour, and so I pray You answer only if I've paid

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This is an EP of songs that use song structure to reflect unhealthy relationships.

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released March 30, 2023

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Carlyle Laurent Sheffield, UK

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