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Loser

by Carlyle Laurent

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I wish all my teachers could see me now
Let's move the goalposts everytime I get some doubt
I used to have ambition and I used to make it loud
but now male pattern baldness is all that I think about

That's not true, yes it is, I'm a fucking hypocrite
Saying looks don't matter but I'm obsessed with my lack of em
Listening to rap but still calling myself a feminist
Looking back I guess the only constant is that

I'm a loser
I'm a loser
I'm such a lowly specemin
even I don't approve of
anyone in my position would try to improve but
I'm a loser
I'm a loser

Shoutout to my housemate cus I never fucking shower
What they put up with on the daily makes me shudder
I think its so important that we respect one another
And if I lived with me I think I would be prone to murder

Mum says I must prepare for the rest of my life
Looking for jobs almost always makes me cry
My therapist always suggests that I just need to try
to not think about it but that's the thing I don't try

anything, anytime, I'm so lazy its a crime
and if not being depressed depends on effort I'll be fine
Medication makes me awesome so I do it all the time
You might call that dependence but I depend on feeling alive

I fantasise about people fantasising about me
does that make me self-obsessed I wish the world revolved around me
I'll be happy I'll be beaming when I'm finally on top
Maybe I'll sign up for CBT when I go number 1 but

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released December 1, 2021

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