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This is a song about discovering my own demisexuality.

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I'm not even sure if I like you
but you keep ending up in my room
its a thought and its a person
but I don't know what I'd do

You smell of something that I want
but you reek of it afterwards
And you tell me it doesn't hurt
until it does

and I know I know that you're lying to me
but I'm just numb enough not to care
If I maintain this feeling for just long enough
I can just get myself to despair

And the lies that we tell to ourselves
start to stack in the hall where I left my conviction
watch your step or you'll fall
Right into my bed, forget what I said
Doesn't it feel so natural

I'm not sure if I like you, but I
almost wish that I did, just enough to abuse you
just enough, to use you
cus god I could use, using someone like you

I envy having it in you not to feel
I envy having it in you to break someone
to feel broken to move it on
like a virus you got from your carnal lust

and I know I know that you're lying to me
but I'm just numb enough not to care
If I maintain this feeling for just long enough
I can just get myself to despair

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from I Got Rid Of the Sensible Voice In The Back Of My Head (And I Don't Ever Want It Back), released August 21, 2020

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Carlyle Laurent Sheffield, UK

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